I cant find the squiggly thing on this keyboard wth.

ANYWAYS. The new Arena came out today and because it was only 900 yen, I bought it. Not that I was not going to buy it as Gazette was on the cover. OMFG AOI. HIS HAIR IS SHORT(ish) AGAIN. *FAPS* I had a fail moment when I was flipping through the mag and was all 'Why is Aoi in here twice?' then realised it was Sugizo. THEY LOOK SO ALIKE NOW IT SCARES ME D:

Also, Niya had a solo photoshoot. If it still hasnt been scanned by next week, I shall do it if I can get my stupid printer scanner thing working. Actually, I need to get my computer working first LOL. Well, it turns on now, but everything is fucked up and half the shit doesnt work anymore. Like the dvd program. I cant watch my sendai dvd aldkjsakdl GAH. ANYWAYS NIYA PHOTOSHOOT WAS HOT HOMFG. He was smoking and drinking, who's surprised? I'm certainly not LOL Aaah, he's such a hot little fucker, its really not fair.

I thought Shoxx was supposed to come out today too, but apparently not til the 21st? LAME. I will be in Aus then DX ALSO I noticed that they seem to have CHANGED THE RELEASE DATE OF DIM. *kills something* I PLANNED TO GO TO HARAJUKU ON THE 14th COZ THAT WAS THE ORIGINAL RELEASE DATE, NOW ITS THE DAY AFTER. *rage* Oh well, I'll just go to HMV or Tsutaya in Machida or Shibuya and get one of the special bonuses there bahaha.

Ok, Im going to stop ranting about jrock stuff and go write my travel blog.

Was looking through Neo Gen 34, I think - yes its an old one which I bought yesterday - and I noticed that Shou's ear lobe is all torn up. Looks like his earring has been ripped out. I think I want to write a fic about how this happened *eyes Saga supiciously*

I also bought the new Neo Gen which had Alice NIne on the cover, and a Naito live report. The picture of Niya was awesome. He was all sweaty and hawt. *3*


Yeah class is starting.

Fuck my computer dammit. I'm just buying a freakin new one.

 

ANYWAYS. I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND ON LIFE. PLEASE COMMENT AND LINK TO ANTYHING IMPORTANT. PERSONAL BLOGS, JROCK NEWS, HOT FICS IDC.

I swear to god, there was this guy in an acessory store that looked just like Miku. Hell, it probably was Miku.

I need to stop stealing Gazette flyers everytime I walk into a music store LOL


 

Ok, so I went to Shibuya on Sunday and got attacked by GYARUS. askjdhkasjdhasdjk LOL They were everywhere. THERE WAS EVEN A MAN DRESSED AS A GYARU AND I DIDN'T REALISE IT WAS A MAN UNTIL IT SPOKE TO ME O_____O

Keyboards here are so spastic.

There was also a lady on the train who was the spitting image of Sucky. I lolled. She had a kid who I pulled faces at.

Did karaoke last night and sung like a six-song Gazette Medly - Regret, Zakurogata no Yuuutsu, Filth in the Beauty, Cassis, Reila.... and I think there was another but I don't remember. *fails* Anyways, having heaps of fun and will elaborate later. Can't wait to buy Gazette's new album here. Bought the Arena for 800 yen and it was awesome. I'm at uni now, and class is about to start.

Talk soon.

Ok, so I'm leaving for Sydney early tomorrow morning so I won't be posting again until I'm in Japan. I might not update this blog so much unless I have something particularly jrockish to blab about. So, yeah check jess_goes_japa for my travel exploits.

I did plan to finish one of the two Nisaki's I'm currently in the middle of writing but because I went out last night and then spent today packing, I'm too tired.

Sleep time is now.


Talk soon.

NO MORE LING! NO MORE LING EVER *parties* 8D

So tonight, the kids going to Japan had a little dinner at a Japanese restaurant called Roppongi. I got Beef Fumiyaki which was FREAKING AMAZING. I also got an Asahi Beer with which to toast Ni~ya's birthday:



So, once again Happy Birthday Ni~ya! \8D/ (eventhough technically its now the 24th, so Happy Birthday Saga <3) Anyways, it was surprisingly drinkable, considering I don't like beer at all :/

Well yeah, after dinner we went to Cold Rock which was great. I had vanilla ice cream with maltesers and twix. Was pretty much amazing.

Should sleep because I have to get up early to go to the city tomorrow. Waah, I don't get to sleep in for like a month U_U

I go to Japan in 3 days. Wtf, I should pack or some shit O_O

Yeah Happy Birthday to Ni~ya, you incredibly sexy man-beast.
Going out to have  Japanese for dinner so I shall toast his sexiness then :D



Fuck, I have an exam in an hour x____x

i have an exam tomorrow. craaaaap. i've never done exams at uni so i don't know the whole proceedure envolved... how early i'm supposed to get there, blah blah. oh gay.

i also don't know anything. i hate linguistics. so much.

sagacchi can you meet me somewhere in the morning and take me to the exam coz i'm really not sure where the sports hub is :/

shit.

blah i have to get the train soon, so there goes my study arvo. i've pretty much covered everything in the study guide and i went through all the lecture notes but still. they made no sense and this subject is ridiculously hard. its actually been dropped as a subject and will no longer exists after this session asdlkjsadlk WHY did i not defer a year? |D yeah, apparently its too difficult so they're doing away with it. that said, because its a core subject for my degree, i wonder what will happn if i fail o_o;

OMG NEW LAYOUT *flails*

Ganked from FB.


( Finish the sentences... )

I'm currently writing an angsty Nisaki fic, and a not-so-angsty one.
Ahahahaha I need to study ._.

Pfft, ok so as if he doesn't get enough lovin' from Sakito:

niya_a_day
niya_a_day
niya_a_day
niya_a_day
niya_a_day
niya_a_day
niya_a_day
niya_a_day



JOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIN. We have tight pants :D

So it seems my old drive has been completely wiped :<
But, one of my computer-savvy friends has this program that can restore wiped drives, it will just take hours. u_____u It's worth atleast trying though. Yes, my computer and my files mean THAT much to me ;___;


I am going insane from study homfg.

Aah, at long last I welcome back my baby, Red Hot Pon <3
It's so good to have him back~

Alas, all my data is stil on the old harddrive, but with any luck, I shall be able to begin retrieving it tomorrow. :3 I have a bnch of concerts and some PVs on disc so not all is lost. I've started copying them to Baba (Baba being the name of my new harddrive which replaced the corrupted Reita. Clearly bassists are only thing to name HDD after X3)

The new MSN confuses the shit outta me o_O; Wtf is going O: As does the new VLC... oh well. I will get used to I suppose...


ALSO:
jess_goes_japa
jess_goes_japa
jess_goes_japa

This is my travel blog where all my Japan exploits will be ranted about. I don't want Mum looking at THIS journal whilst I'm overseas, so I thought I'd make a seperate one. Feel free to check it out - nothing will be f-locked. I also won't be friending anyone back, but you can add me if you want to follow it. :3


I need to study ._. But I want to fix Pon DX

Yeah, I probably need to do something other than memes BUT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW OK!?

So yeah, ganked this from moral_extremist 



( 15 Years Meme )

So I should have Pon back tomorrow. OMGYAY

Spent all today studying - stupid Linguistics :/ I'm in a horrible mood today. I'm tummy's all churned up coz I'm like anxious/stressed/depressed/whatever again. Its annoying because I don't know WHAT is worrying me this time DX I just want to do something relaxing like go play a game or something, but I don't want to do anything. I just want to sit here and ... worry o_o

Meme thing coz I'm bored and need to do something not pertaining to mulitlingualism.

( random meme )

So I just got off the phone to Dell. They're sending me a replacement harddrive (which I have to install MYSELF because my stupid town is too far outta the way for them to be bothered to send a service technician, fuck you dell) which should be here Thursday. OH YAY. If I contact some company called Drive Savers I can probably get the data off my broken drive, but I'll probably save me some cash and go get one of the computer geeks at college to tinker with it and see what they can do. (Oh yeah Amna, I totally blame your fic for killing my harddrive. It was the last thing I did on Pon before he kicked the bucket :I  He didn't agree with uke!baba, apparently. XDDDDDDDD j/k ilu.)
 

Well I came home last night coz being here usually cheers me up but.... it hasn't. There's some shit going on so the atmosphere here is just...horrible. And I feel guilty coz I know I'm indirectly to blame, so yeah. u_u *sigh* I just don't know what to do anymore. It seems like everyone is only barely holding together, myself included.


On another note: I am so sick of guys. I am becoming an asexual freak like Sakito.

I need to stop drinking u_u;; Especially drinking when I'm depressed. I ended up locking myself in the bathroom at a friend's place and crying about how much I suck and hate myself. Yeah, stupid...


Anyways, here's a meme I yanked from FB.
( Meme )</div>

My laptop blew up. I mean, it literally is dead. The harddrive cannot be read, thus Windows cannot be booted. Massive, irreparable internal error. Fuck you life, fuck you.

All my videos: gone. My music: gone. My pictures: gone. MY 50000 + WORD NOVEL : GONE.


Excuse my while I commit suicide by placing a fucking bullet in my skull.
I have two assignments due on MONDAY.


I'm posting this from a public computer fyi

Ok, so last Friday, there was this end of session party thing at one of my "friends" places for the Creative Writing students. I didn't go to all of if coz I had another event that night which I went to first. Anyways, the host (whom I rather hate due to the horrid USING he did to me >.< back in December) was being a horrid dick, which is really that different. He kicked my leg repeadedly (right on the spot where the screws are from my surgery) and then said when I went to leave "i hope you get raped walking home". Just now, he was talking to me on Facebook being all buddy-buddy to me, even though most of the times (since december) he's wanted nothing to do with me and/or just being a raging bastard. Anyway, I got sick of his shit, and was being all short to him and he was al "oh, are you cut at me?" So I went off at him, telling him how much of a dick he was on Friday night and how pissed I was about all the things he said/did to me that night. I feel strangely librated. Yay.

Meme time.

( Odd Questions )

Title: Man-Dates and Slumber Parties
Pairing: Ni~yaxSakito / AoixUruha (mild UruhaxSakito / Ni~yaxAoi) 
Rating: NC - 17
Genre: Mild Crack, Romance. Soft Angst.
Warnings: Language, language, language. Drug references, sexual references.
Summary: Struggling with relationships, Ni~ya and Aoi hit the town for a "man-date" whilst Uruha and Sakito snuggled down for a night indoors. With booze.
Notes: I started this ages ago and never got a chance to finish it. Pretty sure it was inspired by an MSN conversation with calorie_zero 
Unbeta'd.


( Man-Dates and Slumber Parties )