Give Love?
HATE ME, TAKE ME
[just another sadist with a god complex]
30 November 2009 @ 03:18 pm
Man I was so excited when I discovered a meme I haven't done yet!!! :D
Stolen from
unna_rainchaser
- my username is ______ because ______.
Jinnizzle, which is the combination of Jin Kazama (from Tekken) and Mike Shinoda's (of Linkin Park) nickname "Shinnizzle." Came up with it like, when I was 13 and obviously I was obsessed with Tekken and LP at the time (clearly, not much has changed :P) and its since been my online screenname everywhere. Find a Jinnizzle on a message board or something somewhere, its probably me.
- my name is _____ because ______.
Jessica, because my mother clearly was not very creative when naming my sister and I (whose name is Emily). For those that don't know, in the years we were born, Emily and Jessica were the two most popular girls name
- my journal is titled ____ because ____.
Hate Me, Take Me, which is a line from Savage Garden's song "Break me, Shake me." I used this because its vaguely sexual, and lets face it, my journal is also :P
- my friends page is called ____ because ____.
Lovers, because I was feeling a little uncreative. And I love you guys :3
- my default userpic is ____ because ____.
Heechul, because I recently updated my icons and am currently obsessed with Super Junior (and Heechul, obviously)
Now, wasn't that fun and informative :D
Stolen from
- my username is ______ because ______.
Jinnizzle, which is the combination of Jin Kazama (from Tekken) and Mike Shinoda's (of Linkin Park) nickname "Shinnizzle." Came up with it like, when I was 13 and obviously I was obsessed with Tekken and LP at the time (clearly, not much has changed :P) and its since been my online screenname everywhere. Find a Jinnizzle on a message board or something somewhere, its probably me.
- my name is _____ because ______.
Jessica, because my mother clearly was not very creative when naming my sister and I (whose name is Emily). For those that don't know, in the years we were born, Emily and Jessica were the two most popular girls name
- my journal is titled ____ because ____.
Hate Me, Take Me, which is a line from Savage Garden's song "Break me, Shake me." I used this because its vaguely sexual, and lets face it, my journal is also :P
- my friends page is called ____ because ____.
Lovers, because I was feeling a little uncreative. And I love you guys :3
- my default userpic is ____ because ____.
Heechul, because I recently updated my icons and am currently obsessed with Super Junior (and Heechul, obviously)
Now, wasn't that fun and informative :D
29 November 2009 @ 09:11 pm
I restarted my sewing today. Went and dug up my half-started tartan pants I was making like, two years ago. Figured I finally should sew them together, considering its all cut and pinned and what not.
I also want to dig out my kanji text book and do some study. Yes, I want to do study. For starters, I don't want to forget anything, but there was also alot of stuff that I didn't quite know that I need to know before next year. Suppose I should do that now why I have nothing to do.
I kinda hate being bored. In a way I'd rather be stressed outta my brain busy than have nothing to do. Atleast when I'm busy I don't get stuck sitting around doing nothing. My mind gets idle, and thats bad, because then I dwell on shit, then I freak out about stuff, then I go insane and breakdown insues. 8D;;
I'm annoyed coz I can't download anything til Christmas, which decreases what I'm able to do :/ Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
I'm so god-damn tired. WHY CAN'T I SLEEP!?!
*whimpers*
I also want to dig out my kanji text book and do some study. Yes, I want to do study. For starters, I don't want to forget anything, but there was also alot of stuff that I didn't quite know that I need to know before next year. Suppose I should do that now why I have nothing to do.
I kinda hate being bored. In a way I'd rather be stressed outta my brain busy than have nothing to do. Atleast when I'm busy I don't get stuck sitting around doing nothing. My mind gets idle, and thats bad, because then I dwell on shit, then I freak out about stuff, then I go insane and breakdown insues. 8D;;
I'm annoyed coz I can't download anything til Christmas, which decreases what I'm able to do :/ Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
I'm so god-damn tired. WHY CAN'T I SLEEP!?!
*whimpers*
28 November 2009 @ 09:24 pm
I'm feeling depressed and self-loathing.
Cheer me up.
Go.
Cheer me up.
Go.
26 November 2009 @ 08:49 pm
Title: Ain't Love Grand?
Pairing: Hankyung/Heechul
Rating: PG
Warnings: Language.
Summary: An enraged Heechul gives Hankyung a piece of his mind after seeing his performance on Star King.
Notes: Inspired by the video and following comments posted here. Written for Amna in exchange for making my new header.
I edited it a few times buuut there is still probably errors. Oh well.
( Ain't Love Grand? )
Pairing: Hankyung/Heechul
Rating: PG
Warnings: Language.
Summary: An enraged Heechul gives Hankyung a piece of his mind after seeing his performance on Star King.
Notes: Inspired by the video and following comments posted here. Written for Amna in exchange for making my new header.
I edited it a few times buuut there is still probably errors. Oh well.
( Ain't Love Grand? )
25 November 2009 @ 01:33 pm
Thanks for the gorgeous new header Amna~ ILU BB
Fic soon~
I dunno what to do today. I finished watching Kuroshitsuji and Full House.
:/
Fic soon~
I dunno what to do today. I finished watching Kuroshitsuji and Full House.
:/
23 November 2009 @ 11:30 pm
So the other day I realised that I actually have freakin' little reason to get outta bed in the morning. I don't have uni. I don't have a job. I'm in Coota so I don't even have places to go/people to see. My family works all day so I'm home alone til 5pm anyways. Basically, been feeling a little outta sorts because of that. In a little town, jobs are like, non-existant so its not like I can just mosy down the street, hand in a resume then start working 9-5 five days a week. I got sick of playing games coz they make my eyes hurt after a while and reading puts me to sleep. Don't get me wrong I love doing these things but I dunno, at the end of the day it feels so..... pointless |D;;
I started Chapter 6 of Lip Gloss and Black, though, btw.
Apart from driving (which I have been doing like made coz my license test is on Dec 8) I fill my days downloading and watching Super Junior shit. Why? Because its hilarious and something different. Now before anyone gets all up in my face and starts the whole "omg ur lyke, abandoning jrock' shit: I am not. It's called expanding my interests, which I do from time to time, generally when my current obsessions get flat (which, tbqh, at the moment, are. gazette = doing shit all atm.) So yeah, don't whinge at me about my current Korean lovin' or imma slap me a bitch. ]:<
I'm gonna go write me some Hanchul.
Bite me.
I started Chapter 6 of Lip Gloss and Black, though, btw.
Apart from driving (which I have been doing like made coz my license test is on Dec 8) I fill my days downloading and watching Super Junior shit. Why? Because its hilarious and something different. Now before anyone gets all up in my face and starts the whole "omg ur lyke, abandoning jrock' shit: I am not. It's called expanding my interests, which I do from time to time, generally when my current obsessions get flat (which, tbqh, at the moment, are. gazette = doing shit all atm.) So yeah, don't whinge at me about my current Korean lovin' or imma slap me a bitch. ]:<
I'm gonna go write me some Hanchul.
Bite me.
20 November 2009 @ 07:49 pm
Omfg they are making a jdrama of Peace Maker Kurogane, which is only like, my favourite anime ever.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAY~~~!!! OwO
I hope Shirota Yuu gets cast as Hijikata. Or someone else really hot. Hijikata needs to be hot or I'll cry. Omg and and and and and and so does the ninja guy whose name I've forgetten (SHAME!! O8)
Oh the endless beautiful men~
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I hope Shirota Yuu gets cast as Hijikata. Or someone else really hot. Hijikata needs to be hot or I'll cry. Omg and and and and and and so does the ninja guy whose name I've forgetten (SHAME!! O8)
Oh the endless beautiful men~
18 November 2009 @ 08:15 pm
MY HEADS TURNED ALL KOREAN INSIDE O__________________________O;;;
*runs away to continue flailing all over Heechul*
OwO;;;;;;
In other news they're apparently making a live action Tekken movie....
Christ.
*runs away to continue flailing all over Heechul*
OwO;;;;;;
In other news they're apparently making a live action Tekken movie....
Christ.
17 November 2009 @ 03:24 pm
OH GOD WHOEVER LET ME ANYWHERE NEAR JPOP O____________________O;;
I feel dumber. Or gayer. Can't really tell which |D;;;
As if J-Doramas and J-rock wasn't bad enough >.>;
Shit.
I feel dumber. Or gayer. Can't really tell which |D;;;
As if J-Doramas and J-rock wasn't bad enough >.>;
Shit.
13 November 2009 @ 11:15 pm
Fucking Xbox blew up T_T
TEKKKEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ;_;
TEKKKEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ;_;
11 November 2009 @ 06:12 pm
Yeah, so I turned 20 today. Happy Birthday to me.
Didn't really do alot - played Tekken 6 mostly, and a little bit of Vesperia. So yeah, entirely uneventful.
Aside from the Jeff Dunham tickets, I got a thesarus and dictionary (which i really really really really needed), a Jay Jays gift card, a cook book (moving out of college and into a unit were I have to cook meals for myself XD), a new watch, and three Hannari Tofu plushies :3 They're so cute >w<
Ok I think I'm going back to wasting my life on Tekken.
Didn't really do alot - played Tekken 6 mostly, and a little bit of Vesperia. So yeah, entirely uneventful.
Aside from the Jeff Dunham tickets, I got a thesarus and dictionary (which i really really really really needed), a Jay Jays gift card, a cook book (moving out of college and into a unit were I have to cook meals for myself XD), a new watch, and three Hannari Tofu plushies :3 They're so cute >w<
Ok I think I'm going back to wasting my life on Tekken.
09 November 2009 @ 08:40 pm
So I spent the weekend in Sydney playing claw games and shit. Spent way too much money but won alot of stuff - yay for me.
Um... got Jeff Dunham tickets for my birthday, so we went and saw his show on Sunday night. Was freakin' hilarious.
Today I went to Kino and bought the new Shoxx coz I haven't bought a mag for ages and felt like wasting money. Had a Sendai Live Report..... Chiba was dressed as Sailor Moon. Seriously, my brain exploded or something shit x______x
I sighed the lease for my new unit today, eventhough I won't actually be living there for a while. Yay for having a house.
I'm going back to playing Tekken 6.
Oh yeah, my sister bought me a car.
Yay.
Um... got Jeff Dunham tickets for my birthday, so we went and saw his show on Sunday night. Was freakin' hilarious.
Today I went to Kino and bought the new Shoxx coz I haven't bought a mag for ages and felt like wasting money. Had a Sendai Live Report..... Chiba was dressed as Sailor Moon. Seriously, my brain exploded or something shit x______x
I sighed the lease for my new unit today, eventhough I won't actually be living there for a while. Yay for having a house.
I'm going back to playing Tekken 6.
Oh yeah, my sister bought me a car.
Yay.
04 November 2009 @ 09:18 pm
Finally, all my assignments are finished :D
Oh such overwhelming sense of relief.
Tonight, I will watch Repeated Countless Error. I need some Aoi-sama
*w*
Oh such overwhelming sense of relief.
Tonight, I will watch Repeated Countless Error. I need some Aoi-sama
*w*
29 October 2009 @ 11:07 pm
Meme from Amna:
Put your mp3-player (iTunes) on shuffle and take the first lines of the first 20 songs. Then post them as a poem.
I wanna cut through my skin
I've lied to you
This is making me crazy
When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head
The bass
Don't you know I need a little indulgence
I felt the hate rise up in me
Part of me won't go away
I do not want anyone
Everybody
Can't breathe
If we can't find a way out of these problems
You teach me how to feel
It starts with one thing
Even in my heart
Hey you
The moon light shines down interstellar beams
Heaven ablaze in our eyes
Your pain and love
Lie awake in bed at night.
In other news: Five assignments left in my hell end of session panic. I've been packing and stuff, coz I'm getting ready to head home on Sunday. Still don't have a place to move to, but hope I get one soon so I can come back here and work instead of doing shit-all at home, bored, for four months. But we'll have to wait and see what happens there I guess.
Suppose I should go to bed coz I have to get up early tomorrow for class @_@
Put your mp3-player (iTunes) on shuffle and take the first lines of the first 20 songs. Then post them as a poem.
I wanna cut through my skin
I've lied to you
This is making me crazy
When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head
The bass
Don't you know I need a little indulgence
I felt the hate rise up in me
Part of me won't go away
I do not want anyone
Everybody
Can't breathe
If we can't find a way out of these problems
You teach me how to feel
It starts with one thing
Even in my heart
Hey you
The moon light shines down interstellar beams
Heaven ablaze in our eyes
Your pain and love
Lie awake in bed at night.
In other news: Five assignments left in my hell end of session panic. I've been packing and stuff, coz I'm getting ready to head home on Sunday. Still don't have a place to move to, but hope I get one soon so I can come back here and work instead of doing shit-all at home, bored, for four months. But we'll have to wait and see what happens there I guess.
Suppose I should go to bed coz I have to get up early tomorrow for class @_@
19 October 2009 @ 09:12 pm
Stolen from Amna...
Fuck I wish my LJ was no longer retarded U_U
How many total songs?
3297
Sort by song title – First and Last…
9th Revolver - Alice Nine
A.D.I.D.A.S - KoRn
Sort by Time – Shortest and Longest…
Fanfare - Little Mermaid OST
Karueta [LIVE] - the GazettE
Sort by Album – First and Last…
Abandon Your Friends - From Autumn to Ashes
7 Years and 50 Days - Groove Coverage
Sort by Artist – First and Last…
A.F.I
9GOATS BLACK OUT
Top Five Most Played Songs…
Transparent - Porcelain and the Tramps
Vermillion - Slipknot
What Have You Done - Within Temptation
The Unforgiven II - Metallica
Kawareta Haru, Kawarenu Haru - the GazettE
Find the following words. How many songs show up?
Sex: 6, Death: 58, Love: 161, You: 321, Home: 20, Boy: 178, Girl: 39
First five songs that come up on Party Shuffle…
All The Same - Sick Puppies
Kimi ni fureru dakede - Curio
SAKURA - Blood
Flesh and Bone - Alien Ant Farm
The Last Song - X Japan
Fuck I wish my LJ was no longer retarded U_U
How many total songs?
3297
Sort by song title – First and Last…
9th Revolver - Alice Nine
A.D.I.D.A.S - KoRn
Sort by Time – Shortest and Longest…
Fanfare - Little Mermaid OST
Karueta [LIVE] - the GazettE
Sort by Album – First and Last…
Abandon Your Friends - From Autumn to Ashes
7 Years and 50 Days - Groove Coverage
Sort by Artist – First and Last…
A.F.I
9GOATS BLACK OUT
Top Five Most Played Songs…
Transparent - Porcelain and the Tramps
Vermillion - Slipknot
What Have You Done - Within Temptation
The Unforgiven II - Metallica
Kawareta Haru, Kawarenu Haru - the GazettE
Find the following words. How many songs show up?
Sex: 6, Death: 58, Love: 161, You: 321, Home: 20, Boy: 178, Girl: 39
First five songs that come up on Party Shuffle…
All The Same - Sick Puppies
Kimi ni fureru dakede - Curio
SAKURA - Blood
Flesh and Bone - Alien Ant Farm
The Last Song - X Japan
13 October 2009 @ 10:40 pm
I don't know whether to be scared or happy that Hakuei was talking about Rookies in a recent blog. I did lol at the ゴー、ニコガク、ゴー!!!
No, I'm not dead. Give it time though.
No, I'm not dead. Give it time though.
30 September 2009 @ 05:42 pm
Hi, my name is Jinnizzle and I bawl my eyes out in anime :D
T________T
T________T
26 September 2009 @ 10:21 pm
16 September 2009 @ 11:37 pm

Yeah I don't care if this fucks with layouts. LOOK AT THE CUTE >w<
*flails in their faces*

calm
artistic
tired
discontent
irate
bored
creative
excited
indescribable
bouncy
melancholy
happy
relaxed
relieved
busy
stressed
shocked
disappointed